Every once in a while I’ll post a cute photo of my daughter to the facebooks. And every once in a while one of my facebook friends will post something like “what a cutie! You’re going to need a shotgun!” And thus they imply that I’m going to need to resort to violence to protect my daughter’s precious virginity from callow, sex-crazed boys. And it pisses me off.
I really really don’t want to be the kind of Dad that gets all possessive about his daughter’s sexuality. I want her to enjoy sex, have sex whenever she’s ready, and equip her with enough self-confidence and information to make sure she’s engaging with herself sexually on her terms, not anyone else’s–not the boys she dates, the girls who are her friends, or her parents’. How her mother and I are going to accomplish this we’re not exactly sure, but it’s a goal we have for her and one we hope to achieve.
I admit I didn’t always think this way, especially when I was younger and wondering what it would be like to have children. But my wife shared with me a story from when she was a teenager and she informed her mother she was having sex. Her mother cried, not because her daughter’s “innocence” was lost or some such nonsense, but because she was so happy for her. My wife’s mother thought it was important for women to have sex with the people they loved, and wanted her daughters to have as many partners as they saw fit. It was a contrast to her Catholic upbringing, which treated women’s sexuality as property and shamed women for having healthy sexual appetites. She was so delighted that her own daughters would not have to live with that kind of psychic oppression.
I think this will be important for my son to see as well. He needs to be raised with the same values, not only to see his sexuality respected, but also to respect the sexuality of others, particularly that of the women in his life. (I recognize, too, that one or both of them might be gay, but the lessons are still the same.) Both children are going to be bombarded with sexist and essentialist societal mores in the media and by their peers, and I can only protect them from that for so long.
So once again I’m not sure exactly how we’re all going to instill these values, but I’m glad nonetheless that we’re at least thinking about them while the children are young. This is tough stuff, and I have a feeling we’re going to need all the time we can get. I also have a feeling that I don’t have nearly as much time as I might otherwise hope.